December 2009
101 posts
Dec 31st
Listenscottseaman: hidekiryuga: ...
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
Dec 30th
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I finally received my luggage, five days after my flight landed.  Today was spent unpacking, which, since most of my luggage consisted of clothing, meant doing three loads of laundry then putting said laundry away. I can tie a moment from the past three and a half months to every piece of clothing I unpacked, no matter how insignificant a moment.  My ability to tie things in my life to what I was...
Dec 30th
ListenDay 5- “Like a Locust (Shake Hands with the...
Dec 29th
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →
Kevin Devine (48) mewithoutYou (35) Immanu El (34) Bon Iver (34) Neutral Milk Hotel (26) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Dec 28th
“Take me back to that age when your love was a thrill and you let me in but I...”
– “The Hill” by The Cast Before the Break
Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
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I am home and I am with my family and I am seeing my best friend tomorrow and I am happy and I am loved and I am lucky and I am grateful. (I care too much still and I’m hiding things from my parents and I’m anxious and after all this time I can’t feel entirely at home)
Dec 26th
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-20) →
Lydia (40) Something Corporate (37) Right Away, Great Captain! (35) Bon Iver (32) The Antlers (32) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
I’m sinking like a stone in the sea/burning like a bridge for your body
Dec 23rd
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Are you mad he wants nothing to do with you? Negative! When do you feel the generation gap the most? I suppose mostly when my parents and other older relatives discuss politics, societal issues, and things of that sort. It’s hard to put it into words, but I honestly don’t feel the gap between those in my generation and those belonging to...
Dec 23rd
Dec 22nd
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I feel like Christmas songs have so much more meaning to me now.  Modern ones, at least, not the ones about the birth of Christ and such things… I’m sure it’s mostly because I’m away from home so close to the holiday, but these new feelings I’ve been having have to have some contribution. I don’t know, really.  I haven’t listened to much Christmas music...
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
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Dear sweet London,
thisismystoryline: Please learn what snow is and make it happen. Please freeze the ground so I can see your magnificent self even lovelier then I though possible. Please let the snow stick, keeps the flakes large and keep them falling from the vast sky. YES, PLEASE!
Dec 21st
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Well if you had to guess how he felt about you, what would you guess? That he wants nothing to do with me. Ask me anything
Dec 21st
If I believed in such things,
I’d see this whole most recent ordeal as being a sign of some sort.
Dec 20th
Too-Tall Grizzly
Too-Tall Grizzly, from Naugatuck, have just renewed a bit my faith in Connecticut’s music scene.  They’ve released two new tracks (recorded by John Naclerio, who’s worked with Matchbook Romance, Bayside, Midtown, Just Surrender, etc.) for free download on their purevolume.  Check them out if you’re into Every Time I Die or anything of that sort. I honestly think this band...
Dec 20th
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do discriminate with your rape? I HAVE STANDARDS! ahah Ask me anything
Dec 20th
Dec 19th
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Stranded in London
…until at least Wednesday.  I had a near-panic attack last night, cried a lot, freaked out some more, hated everyone for a bit, tried to book the most unrealistic flights imaginable, settled down.  Yeah, as of right now I don’t get to go home until Christmas eve eve, but there are worst things than having to stay in London a few extra days.  It also helps that there are almost twenty...
Dec 19th
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Dec 18th
Last night in London.  I have to wonder what happened.
Dec 18th
if you’re willing to forgive, I’ve got the keys, I’m letting people in
Dec 18th
Things to go home to:
(to make myself feel better) -My family -My nice, green room -A near-endless supply of food -A shower that doesn’t clog -Some time alone -Two Brand New shirts -My friends -Snow -Christmas -New Year’s -Kevin Devine -Parties -Starting at the University of New Haven
Dec 17th
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formspring.me
it’s not that rude. you love it. you love me. You, young man, are going to get raped SOHARD. Do you spend a lot of time with the boy your crushing? How do you think he feels towards you? Used to. I really don’t have any idea. Ask me anything
Dec 17th
Dec 17th
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Dec 16th
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slob on my knob zomg, ruuude! How many times do I have to tell you: I will not! ahahah. Ask me anything
Dec 16th
It is finally snowing in London and I couldn’t be more thrilled about it.  Listening to For Emma, Forever Ago and packing, while constantly getting distracted by the snow falling out my window.  I’ve been going through and looking at all my maps, brochures, tickets, and wristbands, reminiscing.  This is all so bittersweet.
Dec 16th
slide to me, your skin against my own, your flesh against my bones and all I ever wanted to feel was connection and all I ever wanted to feel was redemption I try my best, but it’s never enough what I’d do to get you into me…
Dec 16th
This is awful.  I have two open, completely empty suitcases on my floor, sorted memorabilia on my desk, and piles of folded clothing on my bed, all of which I can’t do anything but stare at.  My eyes are burning and I have that crazy feeling again and I also sort of want to vomit for some reason.  Someonesaveme.
Dec 16th
Dec 16th
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formspring.me
you’re welcome. haha Way to give away your identity, bitch! do you love him? ‘the fuck? what’s your least favorite word? Equestrian Ask me anything
Dec 16th
Dec 16th
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formspring.me
why are you so cute? It’s just an illusion! (thanks :)) Ask me anything
Dec 15th
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formspring.me
Why not be more proactive with this male friend of yours? I’m scared to, mostly. Not much of an excuse, I know. I’m just…really awful with this. I’m not so sure I’d use the term “friend” anymore either. Ask me anything
Dec 15th
Listen“Panda” by Immanu El I took a...
Dec 15th
“I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way...”
– Kat Stratford (via freekat)
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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Today was a complete waste.  I had a group presentation for Questioning Citizenship at 9AM, which is the earliest I’ve had to go to class all semester (I’ve been spoiled, I know).  It was completely “godawful,” in the words of one of my group members.  It wasn’t that we didn’t know what we were talking about (okay so maybe that had something to do with it), or...
Dec 15th
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-13) →
Kevin Devine (98) The Antlers (75) Emily Haines & the Soft Skeleton (43) Butch Walker (33) Brand New (31) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Dec 15th
Free Kevin Devine Christmas Song →
legalfreemusic: (via alterthepress)
Dec 15th
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