February 2011
49 posts
higher-than-the-stars replied to your post:Stressed for no reason. Sick of people not being…
replace hospice with straylight run - s/t and you have my life. \m/ anxiety
That album actually had a similar function for me back in the day. Aw yeah, lyfe suxxxxx.
Stressed for no reason. Sick of people not being around when I need them, sick of people that don’t listen to me, sick of people that discount me, sick of seeing this one person’s face all the goddamn time, sick of said goddamn person not leaving me alone, sick of being a moody bitch, sick of thinking that people are my friends when they apparently aren’t.
Just want to be alone...
January 2011
92 posts
“I want to be lost among
your thoughts
the way you listen to New York City...”
– Leonard Cohen (via kim-asterisk)
Things that I won’t ever say.
It’s not even about him anymore. Just the way he’d look at me. And how he just looks right past me now.
We never, ever talked so I don’t know what’s changed. Fuck, we almost talk more now than we did those nine or ten months ago. Maybe during those two months he was watching me, waiting for something that never came.
It can’t...
Just got home (back to school, whatever) from SUNY Purchase. Listening to “Spirit Desire” (bitches love “Spirit Desire”) on repeat at my desk, despite being exhausted. Overwhelmed by a desire to cuddle with someone (typical). A week. My hair sucks. Whatever. I want to see Defeater so badly on Sunday. Oh and I made an ass of myself in front of half of my favorite...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-1-23) →
La Dispute (65)
mewithoutYou (38)
As Cities Burn (29)
Kevin Devine (24)
Balance and Composure (16)
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Creid.: Here it is. I don’t see, omg you’re so... →
freekat:
Here it is.
I don’t see, omg you’re so skinny as being a compliment. Thanks for noticing my body shape, I appreciate it.
But skinny doesn’t mean that I don’t have the same issues as any other person who has body issues. There are parts of my body that I don’t like and that I’d like to improve…
I’m reblogging this now, a bit belatedly, and adding to the influx of posts...
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Oh comely I will be with you when you lose your breath Chasing the only meaningful memory you thought you had left
Why does someone calling me interesting and expressing a desire to spend time with me make me so anxious?
precolumbian asked: jenga, look at this website http://listeningroom.fettig.net/
you make a room and give the link to frens and you listen to music together
you make a room and give the link to frens and you listen to music together
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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-1-16) →
The World is a Beautiful Place & I am No Longer Afraid to Die (76)
Manners (45)
Sharon Van Etten (42)
Balance and Composure (39)
Midi & The Modern Dance (22)
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Numerous thoughts that I'm having tonight about...
You judge me for bullshit that he feeds you. Fuck him and you for that.
And you two, thank you for not judging me. Maybe it’s just the courteous thing to do, but you have no idea how much I appreciate it.
You never defend me and that fucking hurts.
I always hope for much more from you than I ever get, after all this time. It’s not getting easier when it should be. Timeliness is...
I try my best, but it's never enough/what I'd do...
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freekat replied to your photo: Finally going back to school: yogurt-eating while…
YO HURR LOOKS BOOTYFUL. meaning you don’t look like first year Hermione
THNX, GURL. See you sooon, likely in theory tomorrow morning!
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Sometimes, when I’m home alone, sick, and feeling sorry for myself, I think about the boy who I never really talked about much. He matters, but I just rarely brought him up. Maybe because I was unclear as to how I felt, or because it was too obvious a predicament.
But he does come up sometimes. Like when I see him, for the first time in ages, in an unfamiliar setting.
The timing was...
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poorghosts asked: Thanks for making that picture of that really nicely bearded man show up on my dashboard twice in a row.
poorghosts asked: Thanks for making that picture of that really nicely bearded man show up on my dashboard twice in a row.